Wednesday, January 28, 2009
{ 6:22 AM }
there's a guardian made for each and everyone of us. they are the people who are always behind the scenes doing their best to keep you happy always. have you found that guardian of yours? i've found mine. but maybe it's a bit too late now. but at least i know that i was not alone through my growing up years.
i'll always love you grandma, no matter where you are.
what if you were to die tomorrow, will you regret living today? will you regret living at all? i think i'll regret. i still havent found that reason to be satisfied with my life. maybe all my life i've been trying to blend into the backgrounds that i've forgotten i'm even existing in the first place. maybe, just maybe one day i'll do something that for my whole life, i'll remember that i've succeeded just because i managed to do that thing. but for now, as i look into the mirror, i have a big question-who am i? who is that girl in the mirror staring back at me? this is a journey in search of self identity. i wont live in regret if i can find my old self.
